Even though I know very well how time is very valuable, I still continue to waste time. Yesterday night, after my tennis lesson with my friend, I should have gone back to work right after I had dinner. But instead, I got drawn into my downloads, tv and buring dvds. Sometimes, I want to cry out to my other self. WHAT IS WRONG WITH U?
And this morning, I was watching wimdbledon from 11:30am till 1pm. Then at 1pm, i didn't want to leave until i finish skimming thru another series, "Healing Hands 2". I just wonder why i waste so much time idling in doing nothing. My work just piles up.
I guess it is as what my partner said. I have been in my comfort zone for too long. I need to start shaking things up.
I felt like i have fallen into a deep dark hold and as I try to climb back out of the hole, I can't seem to find a foot hold anywhere. As I try to despartely hold on to something, I felt my life slipping away with time wasted.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Honest Truth
I find that as I get older, the relationships between people gets more and more complicated. There is no straight answer. There is no honest truth. Everyone just doesn't want to say what is on their mind. They like to hint. Like to suggest. Like to say the opposite of what they really think. To be honest, I have the same problem.
Thinking about this, I remember a commerical on tv about aids. The commerical starts off with the mother saying really nasty things to her daughter, telling her how bad she is and the daughter saying the same things. Somethings a mother shouldn't say to a daughter and somethings a daughter shouldn't say to a mother. For example, the mother saying,"This is my house, I would like to kick you out. " The commerical ends with saying you wouldn't say what is truely on your mind why would you do that with aids. It is time to blah blah blah....
I find the commerical really amusing, if the mother really think so about her daughter and her daughter really thinks like that to her mother, then there is something wrong with their relationship. They should be truthful about what they really think and try to help each other not feel that way from the beginning, before all the bad blood occured, not after.
I remember reading a book called the Chrysalids where everyone of the children can read minds. I wonder what kind of society will that be. If we could all read each other's mind, we don't have to guest at what others are thinking and their true meaning to their words. This will make a lot of things simplier.
But if this happens, our individuality will be gone. Perhaps there isn't a perfect solution. There is no perfect solutions. People are always people!!!
Thinking about this, I remember a commerical on tv about aids. The commerical starts off with the mother saying really nasty things to her daughter, telling her how bad she is and the daughter saying the same things. Somethings a mother shouldn't say to a daughter and somethings a daughter shouldn't say to a mother. For example, the mother saying,"This is my house, I would like to kick you out. " The commerical ends with saying you wouldn't say what is truely on your mind why would you do that with aids. It is time to blah blah blah....
I find the commerical really amusing, if the mother really think so about her daughter and her daughter really thinks like that to her mother, then there is something wrong with their relationship. They should be truthful about what they really think and try to help each other not feel that way from the beginning, before all the bad blood occured, not after.
I remember reading a book called the Chrysalids where everyone of the children can read minds. I wonder what kind of society will that be. If we could all read each other's mind, we don't have to guest at what others are thinking and their true meaning to their words. This will make a lot of things simplier.
But if this happens, our individuality will be gone. Perhaps there isn't a perfect solution. There is no perfect solutions. People are always people!!!
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